2012

2012 is coming...one more day to go...

a lot of fortune teller was saying that 2012 is the end of the world...

because of this, I try to read and watch a lot of documentary try to understand the situation...

a lots lots of prove to tell me that 2012, 22nd December is the truth...

but the problem is...

ok!!! now, you know the truth...so what are you gonna to do???


for me...
I'm trying my best to let every day is the perfect day for me...

because have so much experience and hurts...


I keep telling myself that
"I'm not worthy for others to treasure me,
so I don't need caring or loving from others!!!
BUT I need my own caring and loving for MYSELF and for OTHERS"

to have this kind of thinking because....
I really scared I will lose it one day,
once I have it... seriously, I DON'T want to LET GO....
so I better don't ever start it...

maybe it's the other way to protect myself from being hurts AGAIN...

朋友

朋友的定义到底是什么？

从懂事以来，我就一直的问自己这个问题。。。

从小那种幼稚的性格让我把每一个朋友都看得很重！

这样天真笨蛋的想法让我生活过得很愤世，不停的被人当笑话，被人讨厌。。。

可是经过不断的跌倒跟嘲笑，让我慢慢的学会长大和懂事。（我不能说我现在很懂事很成熟，但是至少以前的蠢事不再发生在我身上）

可是懂事的我现在还会再问我在我朋友心目中的位置到底会在哪？？？

他们也是对我有像我对他们那样吗？？？

俗话说一个真心的好朋友胜过你有很多很多的朋友。。。

我很开心我真的有一个每次都会在我后面收拾我的惨剧的人，每次除了她就没有人要帮我了。

其他，在我生命中出现的那些路人甲乙丙丁。。。

不是说了一些白痴的话伤了我就是说些不经大脑想过他们所谓的笑话！

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