January 1st

I tried really hard, I promise. But one day I woke up and couldn't handle it anymore.

Dear 2011, thanks for all the lessons learned.

2011 went by so fast. But I gotta admit, I had some of the best moments of my life.

Accept your past without regrets, handle your present with confidence, and face your future without fear.

I love listening to lies, when I know the truth.

When I first met you, I truly didn't plan on falling in love.

I still care about you. Even if our friendship is now distant and our conversations are short. Yeah, we used to have something special and nothing is the same between us. But that doesn't give me reason to stop worrying about you, I just hope you're doing all right.

It's just that I don't want to be somebody's crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don't want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too.

If you have to put someone else down to make yourself feel better, you're the one with the insecurities, you'r the weak one.

Don't force anything to happen. Let every piece fall into it's place as it should, on it's own. Don't try rushing anything, because if it's meant to be, it'll happen eventually. You might just end up ruining something naturally, and you'll notice how much more happier you'll be when they happy unexpectedly.

I deal with stuff because I care. If I didn't, I would have walked out of your life just like everybody else did. You need to start realizing the people who actually care to stay around and deal with you. Seriously, appreciate everything. Even if it's little.

I'd rather have a broken heart, than break yours.

When you get a cute text and you just sit there and smile at your phone to yourself.

From the first day we started talking, you haven't left my mind ever since.

You never know how much you like someone until you watch them like someone else

No matter how strong of a person you are, there's always someone who can make you weak.

At the end of the day, the only person I want to talk to is you.

I want a real hug. No, not those stupid one armed hugs. Or those hugs that only last for like a second. I want a real, long hug. One where you just don't want to let go. Once where you feel safe in that person's arms, and the everything is okay. Ir that everything will be okay. I want a hug that will remind me that everything will get better. I want a hug from someone who I know I can count on to always be there for me. I want a real hug not just from anyone, but from you.

A boyfriend should always send you good morning and good night texts even if you don't talk all day just to let you know you're on his mind.

I want a friend that's 100% real with me. A friend that I can have a heart to heart conversation with without the fear of being judged. I want a friend who understands me, one who actually listens to what I have to say, most importantly one who cares. I'm tired of having friends that at like they care.

I like it when someone looks at you and gives you a hug without asking if you're alright because they sense that something is wrong.

No girl deserves to be treated badly or treated like she's nothing, ever. Every girl, no matter who they are should be respected and treated like a human, not like an object. Id you love her then you should respect her and treat her like a princess, rather then put her down and make her feel sad. If she means something to you then why hurt her? I mean you put all this effort into trying to get her to be your girlfriend, so why ruin all that by neglecting her or treating her badly, right? Treat her with respect and love her before another guy comes along and does the job you should of done. Cherish the heart that she trusts you to hold, take care of her and assure her that you will be there for her through the bad times and good times of the relationship rather then leave when things get rough. Put effort in the relationship and show her she means as much to you just as you mean something to her you know? So all I'm trying to say is treat her right, protect and respect her.

Starting tonight, I need to forget what's gone. Appreciate what still remains and look forward to what's coming next.