【Careless｜粗心大意】The Third Time｜第三次

February 17, 2017, Friday

話說我在1月份去新加坡公幹的時候，不小心弄傷了右腳腳踝，回來馬來西亞的時候，有去看過一次鐵打，師傅嘗試幫我把骨頭推回位子去，然後再服藥包著。 當繃帶還在的時候，因為已經固定了，所以我以為已經沒有事了，可是當繃帶拆開後，上樓梯的時候，還是感覺到痛楚。

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【Careless｜粗心大意】Forehead｜受傷小記錄

November 3, 2016, Thursday

又是受傷記錄，假設不是記錄來提醒自己往後要更小心，我還真不想寫，因為也不是什麼光榮的事。 話說這天我在工作的時候，不知道為什麼恍神的比平時動作加快了一些，所以就撞到額頭了。 平時在工作上，凡事都極為小心的我，這麼一受傷，我真覺得很奇怪，我當時一定又是分心了。

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【Careless｜粗心大意】Non-stop ｜停止不了

March 15, 2016, Tuesday

Don't even know what to put on the category title, because this hardly happened to me and of course I do not wish this would happen to me again. If you're scared of blood, please skip this post! 

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這一篇是一定要記錄的，但就連題目的類別都分不出來（問題是我又不想這個常常發生）近期停止上載博文是有原因的。。。因爲我割到手指，所以内文會有血的圖片，假如真的怕，就不要勉强看下去了。

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【Car｜車車】Too Careless｜粗心

August 12, 2015, Wednesday

Due to my procrastinate habit, it makes me delayed lots of my posts, those posts that I really wish to record down. Thankfully now I've found the some time to clear out my post little by little.

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因爲我自己嚴重的拖延症，讓我有很多想要記錄的東西，都沒有好好的記錄下來！ 記錄下來是一件很好的事，就好像我很喜歡面子書的過去的今天，你上載了什麽照片般，那個不僅是一種回憶，還是一個提醒，這樣就一年過去了。

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【DIY｜自制】Self Blame of the CNY Card 2015｜2015新年卡之遗憾的开始

January 17, 2015, Saturday

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The Chinese version of this post, I wrote it in the middle of night, while I was still self blame that I couldn't have a fully handmade card to send out...

To begin of the story got to bring it back to last year December, after I sent out the Christmas cards, basically I don't care anymore after I had sent out more, I seriously didn't go track them, where they went, maybe for the first two days then YES. Afterwards I was just totally forgot about it...

But so unfortunately just right after I sent out a few days, got message from third person knew that one of the receiver asked "Who's XiaoYing?" Then give a damn unhappy face......honestly, I was like......you don't know me?? I'm not somebody very famous, but I'm not a nobody! And the mysterious story is this person got things sent by me before, very obvious she knows me and surprisingly that time this person was even post it in the social media!!

Meanwhile I was so mad and wish to have some kind of super power that allow  me to stop the postman by sending it out, as I want to take it back, tear it, step on it, throw it, burn it......also don't want it to be received (Yah, I was that mad duh!!)

I don't expect anythings to return and never ever, like I said, after I post out everything then I won't give a damn thing about it, just like summit projects to the lecturer, after summit everything, I won't even bother to look back!! 

But of course really thanks to those gorgeous who will really

 drop by a message notified that they've already received it, I appreciate that very much!!

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一直以来我送出去的，都会经过我一段的审查，丢弃再开始丢弃再开始。。。但何来今年的贺年卡会来得那么不符合我的风格？ 出乎意料的失败加est。。。

缘由去年的圣诞。。。一开始，应该说一开始我本来就是而且根本就是送人卡片这东西就从来（看清楚是“从来”）就不想什么回报，莫非你会以为我会去奢望你会感动到也自己自制一个？ 还是刻意去买礼物送我？ 拜托，还小吗？？？不要那么小家子气好吗？

从小到大，即使听过我朋友说过我最犀利的就是“你送人东西是因为你也想要别人送你东西！”之外，其他的我都没有听过了。。。尽管部落格里面的有收到及没有收到的，有没有道谢，其实我一送出去的第二，第三天都已经把它给忘得一干二净了，就好像交报告一样，一交给老师后就不会再去想了的那种感觉。。。所以我基本上也不会放在心上，当然很谢谢每一位还很有心的会有来向我报到的大家，一句谢谢都可以开心很久，哈哈哈～～～

可是有谁会想到这次我机缘巧合上就发觉有一位收了到了我两次的贺卡后，还可以出口的一句的问“小影是谁来的？” ，我顿时还回不过神来。。。原来我只是一个nobody，虽然我不是没什么somebody，但也不是nobody到那么烂吧！ 奇妙的是这位收到第一份的时候还可以指出我是谁而道谢，当这位还没收到第二份的时候，我在有机缘的当下。。。这位说出却不知道我是谁的人，而且还顿时表现得很不高兴。。。（我又来了，我又再把我的热脸往别人的冷屁股贴，自己拿来，然后别人不知道你，你又要生气那种！  而且我当时还很戏剧化任性的在幻想，我可不可以临时截停那位邮差，死不让他送到，即使我拿去当废纸，用脚踩，撕烂，丢进垃圾桶，拿去当火柴烧我都还没有那么无语及心里不平衡！）

一再重申的，你可以把它丢掉还是送人，基本上我都不介意（当然前提不要在我面前那么光明正大吧，后面你要怎么做我无所谓，将心比心，假如你是我，我这样对你，你会开心的话，那就请你继续吧！）可是，可是可以不要不知道我是谁吧！

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So the end of the result is I send the card thing out is to enlighten your day, even me myself wasn't that happy and pissed off, how am I gonna to design an enlighten and happy card ya?? By seeing the date is getting closer and closer, this's my only choice......

[This post is like some sort of rant post, but I wrote all these were just trying to explain why I've did so bad on the CNY card this year. After all has released, I'm feeling much better. And finally have a pretty good design for the CNY card next year, will see......]

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经过这一事，让我心情久违能够平复，在新年前我完完全全的想不到任何设计，想必要送人东西，就是要他人开心，我自己都不开心，怎能想出一个开心的完美设计呢？所以在时间紧迫的关系，唯有出此下策。。。

[这篇纯粹要澄清为什么我的新年卡会那么的失败，希望不要给你带来任何负能量，因为我为了弥补我这次的错误，所以明年的贺年卡，我已经构思好啦，在等圣诞卡的概念出来，我就可以动手做了！]

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【Hot Air Balloon｜热气球】6th Putrajaya International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta 2014: The Summery and the End | 布城第六届国际热气球嘉年华: 总结和

March 29, 2014, Saturday

While everything has been packed up, those had flew away also flew back to land, not sure whether should I till 9pm for the Night Glow or not because it started to rain......

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所有热气球被泄气，之前的也都慢慢飞回来了，人潮也逐渐消去，心想不知道九点钟的Night Glow会不会如时举行，因为原本的毛毛雨好像有点越下越大了，我就这样傻傻的没有雨伞的站着淋雨。。。

After stand under the rain without any cover for almost an hour, I felt so hungry and tired...I asked the staff aside, he told me got to depends on the weather, then I asked him if I want to take the hot air balloon ride tomorrow morning, what time I should be ready at here, as I read from the news that a lady she was there before 6am for the 7am ride! He smile and answered he has no idea about it, because every year when he got there, the queue will be like endless and always run out of ticket!!! I asked him again so the earliest you know is around what time? He answered "2 in the morning!" OoO!!! I know I'm very crazy with this but doesn't mean I'll waiting for it since 2 in the morning moreover I'm pretty sure the person who started waiting from 2am must be in group or couple, so they won't feel bored...but for me I'm waiting alone duh, then I got to be standing there to wait and seeing couple around so sweet sweet here and sweet sweet there......that's kind of I torturing myself or that I need to tell the world I'm very proud to be a "leftover woman"?

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淋了一个小时，又累又饿，所以就走去问看看，工作人员说需要看天气而定，而很多原本要乘搭热气球的人也慢慢回家了，我就找个工作人员来问问，“假如明天我要来需要多早到啊？因为我看报纸说七点开始，但她还没六点就到了！”   他笑说不知道，他说他早上来的时候排队的人都已经很多很多了多到连票根都不够拍！   我再问他“那么你遇过最早的几点啊？”   他说：“早上两点！”   OoO!!!   即使我再变态也不可以那样变态吧，况且我心想那早上两点来的，一定不是自己一个人来，一定是有人陪，很大可能是情侣或一班人那种，我这种单身的，自己一个人去已经很可怜，再看那些情侣的闪光灯，我是自己自讨苦吃，还是嫌自己做剩女做到很光荣啊？？？

Things seem like getting worst and worst, I almost lost control...took this picture before I left, as you can see people are holding umbrella and the road are wet, this's a prove that I'm not lying about I stand under the rain to wait!!! As I said I almost out of mind, so from all the way here to my car, I was kept talking and scolding back to myself, kept on saying "no bf is fine for me, then called up friends to come with me, none of them answered, this explains why I hate those girls complain they're so lonely and helpless when their bf/husband is not around!!! =.=!!! That's call lonely??? Then how about me??? Am I like deserve to be like this??? So then never mind, I try my best to drove here then now is raining???" Yup!!! I was just like this...kept on repeat the same thing again and again until I reached my car without bother anyone is staring at me or not......I was definitely out of control like a crazy woman!!!

When I was back I got fever, so still didn't manage to catch the one on the next day... Well!! They've it every year wat!!!

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淋了蛮久的雨我简直是整个人失控了，临走前看到还是有人撑伞，再看看路面都是湿湿的，我没有讲骗话哦，我真的在那边淋雨！！！   所以一路走回车子的时候我就像个疯子，一直自己跟自己说话，一直乱骂，一直重复念“不给我男朋友就算了，打电话找朋友陪，都没有人接电话，就是没有朋友，那些人一直说男朋友／老公离开一下就觉得很孤独很无助!!! =.=!!!那我这些勒，我不是要去撞墙？？？   那种叫可怜，哪我这种叫什么？？？   没有朋友也算，我就自己很努力来到，还要给我下雨，这是很好玩是吗？？？”   就是这样。。。我当时是消极到几点，无视旁人看我乱骂一番，我就这样一直走一直骂，仿佛丧失理智般。。。

有时候我都会在想我是为了什么？   会有人看有人真的我一个字一个字读吗？   会有人真的在乎吗？   回家后还要发烧，结果第二天都没有再回去了，头痛得要命！！！   这么辛苦，不问得到多少，只是一直付出。。。在准备韩国手信的时候我才发觉原来我华语读者越来越少，写到这么累都不知道为什么！！！   

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Filial Piety

March 4, 2014, Tuesday

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My second aunt (my mom's second older sister) has passed away this Tuesday' morning......what a very big shock early in the morning......she has been sent into hospital before last year, doctor was saying she's overwork......she's just a housewife.....how could this be???

My aunt's husband passed away when she's thirty plus......she was a tailor and raised up her two sons by her own......her second son and his family are staying with her while the eldest and family are working at  Johor......

My mom and I went over to her house during CNY, she's super busy cooking and surprisingly......no one is helping her......I walked into the kitchen quickly and helped her out......where's her daughter in law??? Looks like she was standing in front of the mirror making her hair (just woke up???) This isn't the first time, my mom and the rest of my aunts were kept telling don't have to cook so much, but she said "if I don't cook then no one come by!"......"What???"......the "no one" means her husband's sisters and families......

Maybe I don't know understand some conflicts between mother in law and daughter in law......but I understand......if your mother in law doesn't exist, you'll never meet her son......

Is Thursday morning.....almost all my family member were taking half day leave to send her last journey......RIP!!!

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何谓孝顺？？？   我很少会不喜欢人，即使不喜欢我过后就会不当一回事的把它忘了，但是最生气就是那些不孝顺的人！！！

很多人嫁了出去，到夫家的家住，就会很不习惯，那是必然的，但无论多么不习惯都好，你应该也要最低限度把夫家的长辈，爸爸妈妈当同长辈看待！！！

我二姨三十多岁就守寡，一手靠替人车缝衣服来抚养长大两个孩子，如今孩子长大了，娶了老婆，大的儿子在柔佛工作，剩下小儿子在家和我二姨一起住，但是他的妻子好像把她当庸人似的。。。

话说在新年的时候到二姨家拜年，一进到家门就看到二姨在很幸苦的煮新年吃的饭菜，不是几样，光看下去最少都有十样不同的菜肴。。。看到她二话不说就到厨房帮她，毕竟都68岁高龄了，看到都觉得很心痛。。。二姨煮完了，我们到客厅坐坐。。。途中经过她那儿媳妇的房间，她在弄头发。。。（都不知道是不是刚刚才起来？？？）   这个到底是什么人啊？？？   这种女人。。。我真的不想骂她。。。

你说我夸张？？？   这看似只是小事一宗。。。话说去年我二姨就晕倒过一次，医生说她“操劳过度”。。。她家媳妇从来没有帮过任何的忙，而且要时不时跟她骂架。。。何曾更深一层想一想，一个家庭主妇。。。会操劳到哪里去呢。。。？？？

两个婆媳相处难免都有一些冲突。。。但至少请记得对方说怎样都是你丈夫的妈妈，没有她就会没有你现在的丈夫，无论如何都应该要尊敬一下。。。

就这样。。。星期一早上二姨不舒服被送进紧急病房。。。这天早上四点我二姨就这样走了。。。

每次想回去我妈妈和其他阿姨都会跟她说“新年不用那么幸苦的煮那么多啦！”。。。她就会反驳说“我不煮，就没有人回来吃了！”   所谓那些人就会她夫家的小姑她们，想说这些“人”难道人家是有必要服侍你们的吗？？？   

不明白为什么很多时候人家对你好，你就会觉得那是一种必然的，从来不会去珍惜。。。我知道很多人都是这样。。。别人对他们好。。。他们从来都不会感激还是什么的，仿佛好像当作一回事都没有似的。。。

星期四的这天早上，我们几乎全家请半天假为她送最后一程，希望她在另一个国度可以快乐。。。安息！！！

【Health｜健康】Sunburnt｜曬傷

February 17, 2014, Monday

From my last post, I forgot to mention that......even though I was so excited about the air show but still......I can't fight with the sun......Didn't realized I got sunburnt until I reached home and so today my sis force me go see the doctor coz my whole face got sunburn......like black and red since Saturday (I think...) =[

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延续昨天的话题虽然还是很兴奋，但是我却忘了保护好自己，直到回到家后才直到被晒伤了（应该是星期六就这样了只是我没有发觉到而已）。。。是很严重的状态，直到今天我的脸还是黑黑红红腫腫的，所以今天被我姐姐强迫去看医生。。。希望可以快点好嘛。。。＝［

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Do you Remember Artsphere 20/80ty???

January 3, 2013, Friday

Any of you still remember I post about Art Sphere 20/80ty @ The Atmosphere not long time ago??? That day was exactly winter solstice, which is 22nd of December……but I never expect their "life" is so short…...

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大家还记得我曾经写过Art Sphere 20/80ty @ The Atmosphere，当天我去的时候是开幕的第一天就在22日冬至那天。。。但是完全没有想到它们有一些的寿命那么短。。。

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Suppose to be pretty teapot and cup…...
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原本漂亮的茶杯。。。

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It turns into broken cup now…...
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现在变成这样。。。


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What an amazing black and white 3D mural!!!
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原本漂亮的黑白画的车

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Now……the front window has missing…...
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车头大镜不见了。。。

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Even this…...

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就连这个都逃不过。。。

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Where are the dice???

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是谁那么没有公德心啊？？？

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Pink high tea table 3D mural which girls like the most……

(but not me, I don't like pink)

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女生最爱梦幻的餐桌。。。

（但不是我，我不喜欢粉红色）

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Turns to broken table…...

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桌子断了。。。

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Driftwood float on the sea…...

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漂流在海上的木板。。。

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Where did the driftwood float to???

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木板漂去哪里了？？？

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Kids love to play with string…...
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小孩开心的玩跳绳。。。

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How do they play without string???
没有绳子他们是在虚拟着一条绳子吗？？？

Checkout the date they posted on FB!!! Is 31!!! Not even two weeks, only  9days!!! How sad…….

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注意看上载在面子书的日期！！！   是31日！！！   他们才有一个星期出一点的寿命。。。看到真让人心痛！！！

Paul Walker killed in Car Crash

This's so sad, even though not a movie fan, but I bet that you must heard of The Fast and the Furious, Paul Walker who played as Brian O'Conner in the movie died Saturday(November 30, 2013) in a car crash in Southern California.

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这个新闻真是惊人，即使没有看电影人，应该都有听过The Fast and the Furious这部电影，里面的其中一个男主角，Paul Walker在一场场车祸中丧生了。。。

Was thinking this might be a rumors until it's confirmed in his official Facebook page…

R.I.P!!!

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看到的时候，还以他们是说他是在电影里面的角色死掉，但是这是真的，他的面子书上的专页都已经真实了这个消息，而新闻也上了CNN的头版。。。

R.I.P。。。

【Thoughts｜想法】曙光

November 1, 2013, Friday

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我的悲观思绪好像影响到人了，
老实说，活了二十多年连基本沟通都不会，
动不动就得罪人，影响人，
难怪没有人会喜欢我。。。

曾经有人说过“文字是可以包装的”，
我只能说别人有没有包装过他人的文字我不知道，
我知道的是就是因为我没有包装过而太过真实没经大脑的写法和留言，
所以才得罪人，
沉默是金，
也所以我才一直处于非常短的留言，
一旦长留言就是说错话。。。

人家说只要你是真心的，他／她人一定能够感觉得到，
我也只能说我的真心去到别人眼中，心中是带有企图心，恶心，黑心或没有心的吧，反正我小时候心脏有孔，所以我是没有心的！！！

回归最原始的思想“我不值得任何一个人对我好，所以不要存有任何希望，因为我不应该拥有。而上天也再次借这次犯错来告诉我，我永远都是要孤独一个人，假如你一直要这样去找朋友的话，这些都是你应得的报应，有朋友会变成没有朋友，即使有也不会永恒，因为你不会好好沟通的讨好人！”

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Story of Fish

When my friend and I walked pass by this place,

my friend always like to told me the story of this fish,

He said the fish's mouth always injured,

because when the cook trying to catch one of the them,

they'll try their best to swim away from it,

since the glass box is so small,

they've no place to swim away,

so they always swim towards to glass box and hit the glass box's wall......

Which makes me always have some bad feelings every time I walked pass this place...

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每次经过这个地方，

我的朋友就会带我去看这个鱼，

他说这些鱼的嘴巴都是受伤的，因为每当有人要捉它们的时候，在这么小的鱼缸里，它们只有拼命的挣扎，一直往前游，往前撞，来逃避。。。

每当想起这个鱼儿不知道的事，

心中就有一种莫名心痛。。。