April 13, 2016, Wednesday
Maybe I'm already way pass this level, indeed I was a super easy to felt jealous person (okay, I always said I'm the second and nobody can bit me to get the first place)
But recently, actually is so not recently, is just that it came to the point to exceed my limit. In 2016, I started unfollow many people, many that only show the bright side of their life in the social media. Not that say that I jealous of them, eh! Actually I was, like those always got gift from who and who, then I would like why all these people like so fortune one, always must have somebody buy them something. So in order to stop that stupid jealousy thing, I stop following them (sorry ya, but keep reading, explanations come later)
The reason I stop it is...I just want to focus on my life, one day I don't see what they have so I won't feel any jealousy and sour of them. Oh ya, so then you might say that I will lost track of my friends. Eh, come la! Those true friends, really needs your 24 hours to track them where are they and what are they doing is it?? Ever since I got betrayed by somebody, nope! I shouldn't use the "betrayed" word, because she doesn't betray me, she just used me......and fair enough, I was so stupid to realize it until the circumstance come and my the other friend pump into me ask about that......
As a senior level of a jealousy person, what was I kept on thinking was when people go travel, I will say like why they so rich one, kept on go for vacation. Then when people own something new, I will say why they got so much extra pocket money to buy extra stuffs one. And when people got gift from anyone, I was like why I don't have one or why I don't have somebody to give something like that......
Now what I wanna say is people got somebody sponsor them to go travel, so I go myself la. I save the money then go travel myself so I don't have to feel any sour from them and NOT EVERYONE ALWAYS GO TRAVEL IS RICH!!! Second people got new thing, hmmm...do I really need those stuffs?? If do so, save the money to buy, just as simple as that......Last, people got gift and why I don't have, I go send gifts to people, I'm very happy to prepare gifts because I like to see others surprise face. I DON'T NEED ANY RETURNS GIFT and started to learn from giving is more than receiving!!!
END OF STORY and no Chinese version today because is a rant post, hohoho!!!
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