Yes, this my rant again!!! This morning I got woke by Mayday songs... I have no idea why and when it starts, but what I remember is still dark outside, My brother...he has very serious insomnia and he has to take some pill before he got to bed (is given by doctor, don't worry is legal pill) SO, I definitely have no idea how this songs were keep playing and playing... Yup, it is from his bedroom and he was still sleeping with that on... Seriously??? And there's one more joke that I would like share here... My brother...he set up his alarm clock, iPad and even his phone's alarm clock every night!!! And everyone of us heard all the alarm sound every morning!!! Guess what, he told us he's gonna to get an new alarm clock because he said his alarm clock is broken, he can't hear the alarm in the morning!!! But we hear everything in the morning!!! Really, that's I was damn speechless sometimes??? 早上真的是七早八早，天还没亮， 就隐隐约约的听到五月天的歌， 我还在想我是不是在发梦，还是我有什么device还没有关。。。 不是闹钟，不是手机铃声，不是iPod声，什么都不是。。。 声音从我哥哥的房间透过厕所传过来的， （其实我为什么没有直接把厕所门关了就好，答案是关了还听到） 我哥哥都不懂何时有听五月天的歌， 还好是五月天的歌，假如其他歌手的话我会疯掉的 （因为五月天的歌还蛮好听的，嘻嘻！！！） 还有这个只是今天而已， 平时我都是给我哥哥的闹钟吵醒， 他设了很多个闹钟又iPad又手机闹钟，他。还。是。没。有。起。床！！！ 他还跟我们说他要买个新闹钟，因为他的闹钟坏了。。。 可是我们每天早上都听到他的闹钟在响。。。 真是无语！！！
Yes, as I wrote on the title, I'm so pissed about this all the time, because all this people just love to talk in the cinema especially around Kepong here, the TGV Cinema in Kepong Jusco and MBO Cinema in Kepong Tesco!!!
Is not just one time, is just all the freaking time, I ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS sit in front of all these people love to give a lot of side comments to the movie!!!
Here is the sh*t that I remember,
Tai Chi 0 (MBO Cinema in Kepong Tesco)
This is an uncle and aunty (all in Mandarin)
"die lo, die lo, did he die?"
People die, then die lol, it's just a MOVIE!!!
"ha? Haven't die?"
Now, he's still alive and you're freaking disappointed!!!
"aiyo, so much blood!"
Those are FAKE BLOOD!!!
Hello, Uncle, this is not your house and you are not sitting on your couch, Okay!!!
Silent Hill (MBO Cinema in Kepong Tesco)
This 20+ guy and girl,
this girl was just kill talk, talk, talk non-stop from the beginning of the movie till the end
(all in Mandarin)
"year, is behind, is behind, why he so stupid!"
"run faster la!"
Okay, these are just part of the crap that I remember,
but what I remember is they talk non-stop and getting loud and louder!!!
CZ12 (TGV Cinema in Kepong Jusco)
This whole bunch of Chinese teenage girl just like,
during the action scene, they were just
"wah.......yo......is that fake?" (in Mandarin)
there's one was played in the France's castle,
and they have to walk from the gate to enter the castle,
this girl was like
"year, is this overdraw!!!" (in Cantonese)
Really??? Those are just typical France style, have to walk long way and
go through the security check to enter the building...
Seriously???
and this hong kong movie in star was speaking Thai, they were
"this guys is from hong kong ooo" (in Cantonese)
As for those who have already watched this movie, I think that's the pick of the movie which is JC fell off from the volcano and all his air clothes was just explore because of the volcano rocks,
"the shirt is explore, aiyo, aiyo, is he die?" (in Mandarin)
then another was like
"no la, he is the main actor, he won't die de" (in Mandarin)
And the last scene was shown that Shu Qi was played as a wife of one of the actor,
and this girl was like
"eh, is Shu Qi!!!" (in Mandarin)
then the other girl was like
"year, she is kei-leh-feh!!!" (in Mandarin)
Excuse me, people just played in row just because of friendship play is not as what you think,
and the word that you mentioned is just like put down on people, GIRLS!!!
Okay, the whole freaking movie what I heard is just all this sh*t talking and
"wah, yo, year" here and there!!!
Yes, I'm still freaking pissed, but guess what these sh*t only happened in Kepong here,
I don't mind any of my blog reader is from Kepong will be mad at me.
But just think and try to imagine you're in my position, do you really LOVE to listen so much SIDE COMMENTS form the movies while you are paying to watch and listen to what people comments!!!
Here that's what I found and that's what I feel NOW!!!
Yes, this is what I felt, talking about every single thing, single scene!!!
Sometimes I just don't understand why all these Chinese people who can speak Chinese and they are freaking refuse to speak Chinese, and they just love to speak those stupid broken English!!! Excuse me, what's the point for it??? Is that to show others those around you that, "oh, we are so high class just because we are speaking English! !!" WTF??? What kind of stupid thought is that???
Why I said so??? Because from the English slang that they are speaking is freaking Chinese educated background!!!
I understand that maybe you were doing so because you want to improve your English but what I see from these people is they just want to show off!!!
Was planning to finish "White Collar" here!!! But who knows IT IS NOT AVAILABLE IN YOUR COUNTRY...
Seriously...this is so bad...
It happened the same thing to Hulu too... Can't even watch Seasons 7 of Bones...
But luckily I found some website that have it but that quality wasn't as good as it is on Netflix and the most important thing is it doesn't have the subtitle of it...
Seriously, I'm at the department where to renew my identity card. I'm gonna to rant about those workers here. Honestly, I really can't even stand how all these people working, I won't specify what kind of races are they but I really hope that they can improve their working efficient. Those people who work here, they just seem like eating for the time toast. They seriously look like waiting for lunch and wait the clock to reach 5pm and then get out of work. I have no idea why they can get into the government department and then just work like that, why would they always like to hire someone who is really look like a failure person. I don't mind people do mistake but I really can't take people who do their work so slowly and ineffective. There are like 10counters here, and you know what, only 4 counters are open... Seriously, I don't get what is the point that why you set up so many counters for what??? Isn't even using??? So what you guys just set the counter for decorate is it??? I guess so, you know why, most of the Malaysia government department is like that, they just have enough counters in the department to make it looks nice and "kind of like professional" for them. Then there's only half or sometimes not even half is like quarter of those counters are open... Come one man, what's the point??? I'm a Malaysian isn't that I like to back step my own country but at least you guys, can you guys just try to improve it a bit??? Please change those lazy workers, please even freaking care about what races are they just fire them, you didn't owe them anything, is not even your freaking business which really force you to hire them. You know what, just because you guys give them the job so easy so for them, they don't even appreciate what they got, because they didn't the best to keep job so is just to right to fire them. Seriously, maybe I'm not that really understand Malaysia government system but from what I know is you didn't to your job properly you will just get fire, but my country here is totally different, they won't even care did you do your job done or not even you are lazy I'm still hire you... Ok!!! That's totally ridiculous!!!
Is been six days, I didn’t write anything, sometimes I just angry at myself because I never keep my own promise and now what happened to me is I forgot I was wanted to say few days ago. But from what I remember is I was totally upset, I was upset about everything, I hate myself was doing nothing contributive, nothing useful. I’m just wasting my time, I always want to spend my time meaningfully, but what I did was just stupid. I don’t know why everybody just disappear or missing, whatever is just the same meaning. Why??? Why??? Why??? I keep on asking myself, did I do something stupid again??? I keep rewind my memories... But what I remember and what I thought is useless, because is they just disappear, did I make it happened??? I don’t know how many people that really know me will read my blog but this is just ridiculous and what am I doing, right now is for those missing people...am I gonna to see them again, the answer is “I really don’t know!!!”, so is that means what I’m doing right now is pointless, how about people don’t appreciate it??? is that really wasting my time for them???
Just countless of questions came out from my mind... Last time, what I used to do is try to concentrate on something, but sometimes there are just a lot of suspicious question pop up in my mind... I haven’t got the money from my sister yet, so I was pre-write the letter or card in my mac so that is easy for me copy down in the future...
I know I’m a easy crying person, I will cry about anything, like those olympic competitors, I will cry when I watch them received their gold medal from the presentative, because I have the feeling of they just try so hard, they sacrifice everything in their life just to get the gold medal, that’s what they should deserve... I will cry on some sad things too like sometimes bad things just happened in their life to challenge them and I was cried for the Japan tsunami earthquake too...
Now, for sure I was crying and writing the letter at the same time too. I always ask myself, why I deserve these??? Can I just stand on people side and see how they look at me so I would know how they think about me...??? I think it doesn’t matter how people think about me, but really hate the ignoring feeling... Maybe people don’t know how much I hate about ignoring and there are always people will like to do that to me.
Yesterday, I was so depressed, I told myself actually everything is just my fault, I shouldn’t let people to treat me good at the first time, because once it starts I will keep demand on it, so I should avoid from those people who always trying to be nice to me, I should just ask them to get away...because I really hate the feeling of losing it!!! Maybe people won’t notice it when they do it, but I can tell you that, the worst feeling in the world is you thought you deserve all these happiness but out of sudden, God just take it away from you!!! What the hell was that??? Better not let me have it at the first, right??? Once you let me have it in the first time, and you just take it away without any warning!!! Am I really deserve a life like that??? Am I really a devil woman or what??? If not why am I being treat like that???
So for future references, if you know you gonna hurt me or leave in the future please better treat me like shit, so I won’t be so upset when you leave!!!
Actually, I prefer people just treat me like shit because only this will make me have the ability to stay stronger.
I know is hard, but because of you guys I love crying and smiling at the same time, crying is a sign of sadness but smiling is for you guys to feel better!!! To tell you guys that I’m ok!!!
Do you guys always have the feeling like “actually I don’t want to be like this” but you still do it. I was supposed to wake up early to do my laundry but I woke up late and I feel very lazy to do something. I always ask myself, why am I so lazy, I’m very lazy to do anything, anything in my life. I think this happened is because I don’t have the motive to live, I don’t have the motive to do anything.
Last time, before my graduation I already said that I don’t want to graduate because I know I will have nothing to do after my graduation. At the old time, I still have to motive to score every of my homework and as well as my test. As a stubborn person like me, I always aim for perfect score. Same as the way I play games, I will keep playing till I get the perfect score, I won’t allow myself to have any expert or goal score, I don’t why but I just don’t like it. I always try to force myself to gain perfect score. I know sometimes it just won’t happen but I will try my best. So, sometimes if I didn’t get what I want, I will upset for a very long time and I always promise myself I have to get the best on the next time.
Well, that’s just me. I will change any of my personality to please others but I won’t change this because it really can’t be change and I believe the advantage of this is way pass better than the disadvantage of it. Yah, because of this I always force myself to do the best.
I believe if there’s one day that I success I will thank all those people that look down at me and also those people that always talk back about me. Actually I would like to have those people come straight to me and tell what’s the problem between us because if you never tell me, I will never know. I’m not any part of your body, how am I gonna to know how you think about me and what I did wrong. Also, if I know that’s wrong why am I still doing it??? Which doesn’t make sense, right???
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