【手帐杂记】Jan 8 ~ Jan 15

January 18, 2015, Sunday

I like to record this, write the happiness and the sadness, despite people saying the sadness would bring the negative feedback, but I also wrote that down because that's part of me, thinking of gradually it would swing away from me!!

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手帐也要做记录，伤心开心的也要写，虽说伤心的会带来负能量给大家，但是神奇的是我伤心不会超过一天，一下子就忘记了，就是突如其来的Emotional，希望这种emotional以后会变得越来越少吧！=]

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January 8 (Thursday) ~ Thinking of showing from 1st of January but looks like that hasn't finish, so just show what've done so far!! My life is like this, no matter how busy I'm, some sadness will flip through my mind and thinking about sad thing (Seriously telling myself am I really too free for that???) 

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1月8日（星期四）~ 本来是想放1月1日开始的，但还没完成=.=!! 所以就由8号开始吧！  我就是有时候就会变得这样的Emotional，突然间很负面，就完全不是因为发生什么事而忽然间伤心（得空没事做啊？）

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January 9 (Friday) ~ Received a postcard from the backpack hostel where I used to stay in Taiwan, it's super cool hostel with its space theme design!! No doubt it the main reason I choose to stay is because of the theme, hehe!! =]

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 1月9日（星期五）~ 在台湾的时候，我住进了一个超酷的住处，里面全是太空主题的（无可否认地就是因为这个吸引我的）但我那时候不知道为什么也没有很踊跃的去认识人！   但确实很好玩，因为买了很多MT！   明信片是当时他们给于的免费明信片，上面是他们工作人员的照片，很可爱，当时想不到要寄给谁，而且只有一张，就寄给自己吧！

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January 10 (Saturday) ~ On a month before I received email from Nikki about this First Aid Volunteering Training course!! The last training I went was in March about the Shark Savers Event at Mid Valley!! 

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 1月10日（星期六）~ 早在一月前就收到Nikki的邮件，关于志工的急救的训练，我有一种不好的坏习惯，每次很踊跃的参加，但是在要出发前就会很懒惰，会幻想很多自己待会儿会不会有什么傻事发生！   续上次去那里参加训练已是三月的事了，那个是我不翅了的活动！

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January 10 (Saturday) ~ Do you remember when was your last time  you take note in class??? (No matter how long was it, my writing still ugly as usual!)

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1月10日（星期六）~ 真的忘记我上一次做笔记是何时的事，那字体还是一样的潦草（还是更潦草啊？）

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 January 10 (Saturday) ~ The training was start at 10am till 4pm, and we had an hour lunch break in the between!!

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1月10日（星期六）~ 中间有一个小时放饭的午餐时间，回来再继续！

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January 10 (Saturday) ~ Before the training starts around 930am we had an icebreaking game which they put a famous character note behind our back to let ourself to ask and guess who was it (mine was so so simple, don't you agree??) At last before the training ended, each of us received a certificate from them (it was my third certificate from World Vision!)

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 1月10日（星期六）~ 在训练还没开始前我们每个人的衣服后面都被贴着一张纸，上面写着不一样的著名角色名字，好让我们容易破冰！最后训练结束后还得到一张奖状（有点光荣，奖状这回事，我不嫌多！）

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January 11 (Sunday) ~ On their last day of 20 stickers switching figurine game, I got this EVE!! It's so cute, compare those I got last time which is Michael "Mike" Wazowski, and one which I really don't know what's call and don't know where I put it......this's of coz way more cuter than them!!

January 11 (Sunday) ~ My one one book plan of the week, I've fish this book which I bought from Taiwan, which has give lots of inspiration to me!!

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 1月11日（星期日）~ 在Tesco的帖子交换中，我终于抽到一个比较好看的卡通人物了，虽说上次抽到Michael "Mike" Wazowski，还一个的，不过照片不知道去了哪里！   就想说那么多次，终于在他结束前抽到一个好的回来！

1月11日（星期日）~　一星期一书计划，就看完了，我从台湾带回来的书，“20几岁，已经决定女人的一生”给了我很大的激励冲劲！

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January 12 (Monday) ~ When I was in Taiwan, kept on heard my friend said LINE, then I started using it......found that it's a pretty fun apps, which has lots of moving emoticals and also I get to know from my friend who that they've a PC/Mac version as well, good that I don't have to look at my phone anymore when my PC is with me!!

January 13 (Tuesday) ~ The theory of attraction, I've read quite a few books, but I haven't read Secrets, Power, Magic, and Heroes!! Theory about attraction about what type of person you're, you'll attract what kind of person and stuffs!!

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 1月12日（星期一）~ 在台湾的时候一直我台湾朋友说LINE，原来它也蛮好玩的嘛，好多可爱的卡通表情，好像用都用不完般！　感觉自己有点outdate，假如不是跟一位志工朋友聊天，我真还不知道LINE有电脑版本的，这就很好很方便啊，我无须看电脑的时候又看手机！

1月13日（星期二）~ 吸引法测，话说我看很多书，但好像秘密，魔力，力量的书，我好像没有看过，不过这个吸引法测却让我的正能量满满的回来了！

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January 13 (Tuesday) ~ Mask is must thing for me to do!! Last time I always take a picture of it because I put on it, but later on I always forgot how's function, so then this can help me to drop down what I feel!!

January 14 (Wednesday) ~ To be or Not to be!! A Hong Kong drama, I watch this because of Maggie Cheung Ho-yee, that's all!!

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1月13日（星期二）~ 敷面膜，这是必要的！　想说我以前都是以拍照来记录，但是那哪里记得完啊，所以这时手帐就帮得上忙啦！

1月14日（星期三）~ 来生不做香港人，海外又名客家女人，全都是被张可颐给吸引才看这部剧的！

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January 15 (Thursday) ~ Again, the stupid emotional came again~~~

January 15 (Thursday) ~ Watched Blackhat, I found this's a pretty good way for me to recall back what's the story in the movie, usually I just wikipedia to check the character chain of the movie, but this one, have no idea why image of the other characters are so little, so this my character chain like so lack of some character!!

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1月15日（星期四）~ 悲观再现，好像挥之不去。。。

1月15日（星期四）~ 电影Blackhat，也许我也是实在看太多电影了，所以我每次看完都会有点忘记电影的内容是什么，所以这样写下人物关系，会让我更加记得，但是这部电影有点奇怪，我上网去查看人物列表，好像除了主角之外其他的主角都没有什么照片，所以就变得有点不清不楚的感觉！

【Violin｜小提琴】My First Violin Lesson｜学习小提琴之第一堂课

January 24, 2015, Saturday

Even though I'm 27 this year, but I'm still love learning and I never stop learning (doesn't mean your age is getting higher and you have to stop learning, right??) Since last year I started to attend yoga class, which even though I'm still very strange on some of my pose now but I know I've long way to go......

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随着我的年纪越增长就越爱学习，总觉得自己有很多东西不会，去年我开始学习瑜伽，虽然骨头还是很硬，但是还是有待进步。。。

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I was thinking to take ukulele class this year, but they don't have the class on that moment, so I choose violin this time..

Remember that I took violin class before during my secondary school, but I stopped it because I need to concentrate in SPM...so is been almost 10 years from now...Wow...should I said I'm getting older now??

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今年我又选了新的课程来学，本来是要选择乌克丽丽的，但是当时没有课，所以就选了小提琴。。。

我在中学的时候学过小提琴，但是那时候因为要应付SPM，所以就停止了学习。。。中学时期到现在，算一算好像是10年前，OMG！！ 那也太久了吧，不过也没关系啦，我又不爱隐藏自己的年龄，反正那是人生必须经过的，何必去逃避去面对呢？

【BloggerGathering｜博客聚会】Everthing because of Transformer｜变形金刚的魅力

January 24, 2015, Saturday

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As stated as the title, I saw Eve post a picture of transformer in her Facebook, I was wondering where can we see one to one size transformer as we seen in the movie. Then she replied is somewhere near to Seri Kembangan, so I invite Kiko along, I picked her up at Mutiara Jalan Ipoh after her work.

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一切就如Eve所说的，我为了看到一比一的变形金刚，所以在Mutiara载了Kiko就直下Seri Kembangan。不去还真的不知道Seri Kembangan跟Jalan Ipoh距离是那么远，到底何时才能够到啊？

【BloggerGathering｜博客聚会】Waiting at Secret Recipe｜Secret Recipe的等待

January 24, 2015, Saturday

Done with the 1600 Panda at Publika, I straight away went to Mutiara to wait for Kiko, as we need to meet up with Eve and Car Car at Seri Kembangan later!! She told me not to wait for there, but I said I need to finish up the notebook, so doesn't matter!! =]

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看完熊猫后就到Mutiara等待Kiko放工再到Seri Kembangan跟Eve还有卡卡的聚会！   本来是说Kiko说不用我在那边等，但是由于我要给她的手帐还没做完，所以我就说我直接在那边等她好了！

【Flying｜飞行】Finally has Took Off｜終于起飛了

January 22, 2015, Thursday

Finally has took off to Ipoh, was browsing through my picture folder, then realized I've been abandoned this for quite awhile. So is time to catch up a bit. Back on to the previous story here, I was so excited to fly off in the small aircraft from Subang to Ipoh then everything has been cutoff because battery of the aircraft has run off.

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被遺忘已久的文章，最近在整理照片檔案的同時才發覺我這個題材是還沒寫完的。畢竟這個不是普通經驗，所以也一定要來寫一寫。經過上次的電磁沒電噩夢，什麽興奮的消失，可沒想到第二天驚喜再次回來，我即將從梳邦機場飛往怡保機場，不過不是乘坐民航，而是自駕小型飛機前往。

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【DIY｜自制】The very Beginning Designs｜最初的设计

January 21, 2015, Wednesday

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After the whole bunch of emo explanation, I'm still need to record how I came out with this idea. At first I was thinking if I used fully bought card, then I got to do some works inside the card, so I came out this idea...

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经过一连串的遗憾篇，也是需要写它的诞生吧！　虽然当时很自责，既然用了卡片就，接下来的工作就不能马虎了。　由于写手帐就想说自己来个画画吧，应该不会很难，结果就出了这个草图，本来还想说出来的效果不赖吧？

【Thoughts｜想法】Post What I Like｜写我爱的

January 21, 2015, Wednesday

The idea of this post is because I've too many of delayed posts recently! Back to the beginning of the idea how I start my blog is I just want to find a "place" to rant, to rant out all my very emotional feelings (really can tell how emo I'm if you dare to check out them!!)

But don't know since when, I started to put on pictures about my daily life, things and travelogues......and even so I always try to avoid not put my picture on (because I'm still very clarify that myself is a not so pretty girl!! But heard this quote from one of Hong Kong famous writer, Daisy Wong ~ "If you don't even think yourself is pretty then who else does!")  UNTIL now, I only reluctantly put a few!!

Is true that I'm not a full time blogger so I don't have so much time to sit in front of PC to blogging everyday, and this's why cause I've more and more endless post to blog about!! Some may suggest that I can jump to write......but the thing is I'm a truly OCD person (I'll take the same road everyday, do the same thing everyday and must made everything put back exactly nicely back to the original spot!! ONLY change it if I've the mood to do so out of sudden)

I like to organize stuffs, everything in order, follow steps by steps and not jumping here and there!!! Which kind of a serious OCD facts (watch closely you may found actually my blog post everyday also follow my schedule)

Monday ~ Overseas Travelogue
Tuesday ~ Anything
Wednesday ~ Me myself or Thoughts
Thursday ~ Activity/Event
Friday ~ Local Travelogue
Saturday ~ Movie and Book
Sunday ~ Stuffs and post that I want to skip
Usually I only manage to finish the weekdays posts on the weekend, so when come to weekend posts......they always got abandoned...(so sad!!)

I know people prefer pick things to blog, but sorry to say, I MUST and tended to write slowly, write like telling story!! If you can't stand for it, again!! I'm sorry, I can't do it!!! (IF the comments or the visiting rate is getting lesser, then let it be......PLUS this's not my job, why should I like concern it much than my main job, this's my so called Make A Choice) Don't tell me that WHY some bloggers and have their working and blogging life balance???   About this, I can compare my schedule with them, I'm so 100% sure the timing I spend on a post, they use exactly the same period then came out two or more post on it!!! 

I'm not intended to make myself famous, I'm maybe just a nobody, why should I care so much?? Plus I really put some efforts to take those pictures, don't tell me to delete them, I take a picture of it means I want to post it!! Care or not, DON'T JUDGE PEOPLE! you never know what kind of battle they are fighting!

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这篇源于我有太多过期文章而有感而发的，回归最原始写部落格的时候，的确也没有想那么多，当时纯粹要找个平台来给我发泄一下我自己的心里不平衡状态罢了（所以全部都是很负面的文章）！

但不知道何时开始就开始放照片写生活和旅行，由死不放自己照片（因为自认自己没有很好看，但到现在觉得［若然自己也不覺得自己靚，那有誰會欣賞你呢！～王迪詩］）才到现在勉强放几张！！

当然我不是全职的博客也真的没有那么多时间一直写东西，所以导致我很多很多堆积如山的文章还没写完！   我不喜欢跳着写，我是有一种强迫症（我是那种一定要走同一条路，东西一定要放回一模一样的人，假如不是我心血来潮要换一下，我都不会换，一路以来一直会跟着我自己的那一套做事！）

我喜欢东西归类，我更喜欢按部就班的慢慢来，不喜欢跳来跳去，算是严重的强迫症！   （细心观察我每天的文章其实也是顺着我的排列而出的）

星期一 ～ 国外旅游

星期二 ～ 杂篇

星期三 ～ 自己或想法篇

星期四 ～ 活动

星期五 ～ 国内旅游

星期六 ～ 电影，书籍

星期日 ～ 东西，要跳过的购物篇

通常前面会顺着去，因为后面的都会因为来不及写，所以被搁置掉！！

我就是那样严重的强迫症，很多人说我应该跳着来写，写快点，很抱歉的说，我做不到！！   （假如说到 什么留言变少了还是游览率变少了，实话说。。。就让它去吧！  我真的又不是靠这行吃饭，无可否认地我曾经非常在意，但这就是所谓的取舍）我非常明白假如我真的要通通都达到最好的效果就是通宵写文（不要跟我说有几位博客即使有正职，但是也可以做到天天出文，为什么他们可以我不可以？？？   这个我可以拿个时间表来做比对，我100%确定我写一篇文一定会等于她／他两篇文或以上的时间）

我就是喜欢慢慢写，好像写故事这样慢慢照片一张一张写着去，拜托，我也是摄影师叻，拍照的人是我，那我拍到那么辛苦是干嘛？？   到最后全部都删掉（我已经尽量把一样的都拿掉了）真的我又没有什么专业摄影师帮我拍照，通通加起来，你真的以为是那种，只要我要做就可以硬硬做到最好的效果的博文吗？？？   加上我真的只是想要写记录罢了，又没有想要出名，我只是一个小卡，是不是啊？？？

【DIY｜自制】Self Blame of the CNY Card 2015｜2015新年卡之遗憾的开始

January 17, 2015, Saturday

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The Chinese version of this post, I wrote it in the middle of night, while I was still self blame that I couldn't have a fully handmade card to send out...

To begin of the story got to bring it back to last year December, after I sent out the Christmas cards, basically I don't care anymore after I had sent out more, I seriously didn't go track them, where they went, maybe for the first two days then YES. Afterwards I was just totally forgot about it...

But so unfortunately just right after I sent out a few days, got message from third person knew that one of the receiver asked "Who's XiaoYing?" Then give a damn unhappy face......honestly, I was like......you don't know me?? I'm not somebody very famous, but I'm not a nobody! And the mysterious story is this person got things sent by me before, very obvious she knows me and surprisingly that time this person was even post it in the social media!!

Meanwhile I was so mad and wish to have some kind of super power that allow  me to stop the postman by sending it out, as I want to take it back, tear it, step on it, throw it, burn it......also don't want it to be received (Yah, I was that mad duh!!)

I don't expect anythings to return and never ever, like I said, after I post out everything then I won't give a damn thing about it, just like summit projects to the lecturer, after summit everything, I won't even bother to look back!! 

But of course really thanks to those gorgeous who will really

 drop by a message notified that they've already received it, I appreciate that very much!!

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一直以来我送出去的，都会经过我一段的审查，丢弃再开始丢弃再开始。。。但何来今年的贺年卡会来得那么不符合我的风格？ 出乎意料的失败加est。。。

缘由去年的圣诞。。。一开始，应该说一开始我本来就是而且根本就是送人卡片这东西就从来（看清楚是“从来”）就不想什么回报，莫非你会以为我会去奢望你会感动到也自己自制一个？ 还是刻意去买礼物送我？ 拜托，还小吗？？？不要那么小家子气好吗？

从小到大，即使听过我朋友说过我最犀利的就是“你送人东西是因为你也想要别人送你东西！”之外，其他的我都没有听过了。。。尽管部落格里面的有收到及没有收到的，有没有道谢，其实我一送出去的第二，第三天都已经把它给忘得一干二净了，就好像交报告一样，一交给老师后就不会再去想了的那种感觉。。。所以我基本上也不会放在心上，当然很谢谢每一位还很有心的会有来向我报到的大家，一句谢谢都可以开心很久，哈哈哈～～～

可是有谁会想到这次我机缘巧合上就发觉有一位收了到了我两次的贺卡后，还可以出口的一句的问“小影是谁来的？” ，我顿时还回不过神来。。。原来我只是一个nobody，虽然我不是没什么somebody，但也不是nobody到那么烂吧！ 奇妙的是这位收到第一份的时候还可以指出我是谁而道谢，当这位还没收到第二份的时候，我在有机缘的当下。。。这位说出却不知道我是谁的人，而且还顿时表现得很不高兴。。。（我又来了，我又再把我的热脸往别人的冷屁股贴，自己拿来，然后别人不知道你，你又要生气那种！  而且我当时还很戏剧化任性的在幻想，我可不可以临时截停那位邮差，死不让他送到，即使我拿去当废纸，用脚踩，撕烂，丢进垃圾桶，拿去当火柴烧我都还没有那么无语及心里不平衡！）

一再重申的，你可以把它丢掉还是送人，基本上我都不介意（当然前提不要在我面前那么光明正大吧，后面你要怎么做我无所谓，将心比心，假如你是我，我这样对你，你会开心的话，那就请你继续吧！）可是，可是可以不要不知道我是谁吧！

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So the end of the result is I send the card thing out is to enlighten your day, even me myself wasn't that happy and pissed off, how am I gonna to design an enlighten and happy card ya?? By seeing the date is getting closer and closer, this's my only choice......

[This post is like some sort of rant post, but I wrote all these were just trying to explain why I've did so bad on the CNY card this year. After all has released, I'm feeling much better. And finally have a pretty good design for the CNY card next year, will see......]

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经过这一事，让我心情久违能够平复，在新年前我完完全全的想不到任何设计，想必要送人东西，就是要他人开心，我自己都不开心，怎能想出一个开心的完美设计呢？所以在时间紧迫的关系，唯有出此下策。。。

[这篇纯粹要澄清为什么我的新年卡会那么的失败，希望不要给你带来任何负能量，因为我为了弥补我这次的错误，所以明年的贺年卡，我已经构思好啦，在等圣诞卡的概念出来，我就可以动手做了！]

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【Thoughts｜想法】Make A Choice｜取舍

Jan 14, 2015, Wednesday

Sometimes we really have to make a choice, I always want to get everything done in perfectly, but girls!! Seriously?? That's just tiring myself only! So we've to learn to let go some times, and maybe we can gain even more, right??

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人总是需要学会取舍，很多时候我会很尽力要每一件事都是完美无瑕，做到最好，但有时候太贪心反而是会弄巧反拙，通通都不到岸哦！   所以在适当的时候放手，不但会让自己能够得到更多，你说是吗？？